The clouds have lifted and the sun is brightly shining. My head is clearing as well, and my eyes are beginning to see the beauty of the light. Promise. Hope. Happiness.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Ok, I know that I've been a little overboard with the Tarot card readings....but they are SO ON POINT it's creepy...


This card denotes the need to look at your current situation from a different perspective. The Hanged Man creates change by acting passively and accepting fate. By surrendering control and making yourself vulnerable, you will facilitate change in your life. In order to see the bigger picture, you will need to take a step back.


And so today starts a new week....I woke up and felt like hell. Yesterday was a fabulous day spent with a fabulous friend and my Love... we swam, we talked, we played. It was a great day. But I woke up unmotivated and overwhelmed, yet again. I can't handle the place my life is in right now. I need some major restructuring to occur. Not sure nursing is going to be my life goal. Not sure Arizona is where I want to live. Not sure about much. Justin and I are going to counseling now. THAT I am sure of. HE is what I am sure of.... MY BOYS are what make my world go round. THAT I know. So I'm going to try and listen to my tarot card....surrender control, take a step back. and breathe...remember to breathe....and accept this wonderful thing called life.

1 comment:

Sheri said...

Kristen... I have often thought about you and hope you are finding peace in your life. I know Justin and your boys bring you much joy and happiness. Yesterday is history and tomorrow is a mystery... live for today. I know you are living each moment as it comes. Peace my friend.... it will all work out because you a strong and beautiful woman.