The clouds have lifted and the sun is brightly shining. My head is clearing as well, and my eyes are beginning to see the beauty of the light. Promise. Hope. Happiness.

Monday, April 13, 2009

"Wanting to be someone you're not is a waste of the person you are." --Kurt Cobain



Well, I went to the doctor and I'm back on meds. An anti-depressant and an anti-anxiety. I hope I start to feel back to normal soon. I am proud of myself for recognizing the signs and taking charge of my life. Noone is out there doing it for me, so I have to step it up. I also got some of my homework done. I will admit it feels a little counterproductive since I won't pass this block, but maybe it will help me when I take it the second time around. *sigh*

Easter was great. The boys had a great time -- LOVE having them on holidays! We hiked Camelback Mountain too....it was just a really nice day. My family is just so much fun and I am so happy that they are embracing my relationship with Justin again. I wish I could actually sit down and tell each and every one of them how DIFFERENT it feels. There are still issues that we are working on -- but it is just so much better. Anyway, I hope the Easter bunny was good to all of you.

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