The clouds have lifted and the sun is brightly shining.
My head is clearing as well, and my eyes are beginning to see the beauty of the light.
Promise.
Hope.
Happiness.
awww, honey. I'm sure you do. From everything you've written about him over the years, I know he was a wonderful man. Cherish the memories---I know it's not the same as having him here, but you do have a lot of beautiful times spent w/ your dad--hold those times close to your heart, close your eyes, and imagine that he's right there beside you, holding you close.
1975-2005: Learning what it meant to be happy and successful for "them".
2005-2007: A self realization brought out changes that unfortunately sent me in a downward spiral to the depths of loneliness and despair.
October 9, 2007: A nervous breakdown
Today: I've symbolically tossed in the towel as well as a magic penny that will make my dreams come true. Walk this walk with me. We may fly. We may crawl. We may hide away....but please, I can't handle another person walking away.
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I do too.
awww, honey. I'm sure you do. From everything you've written about him over the years, I know he was a wonderful man. Cherish the memories---I know it's not the same as having him here, but you do have a lot of beautiful times spent w/ your dad--hold those times close to your heart, close your eyes, and imagine that he's right there beside you, holding you close.
I'm sorry honey.
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