....it's always something, isn't it? I keep thinking "if I can get past this" or "finish this" it will all calm down, but that doesn't seem to be the case.
Things are going well for me -- besides money -- always money. And, really...there is no way that I am going to bank my happiness on anything other than what I can control and the love in my life.
The last few nights have been spent in solitude. Just me, my dogs and my tivo. It's been nice getting caught up on me time. I just pray to God that His plan for me comes into my view sooner than later. (It's Wednesday, remember I'm always a bit melancholy after I haven't seen the boys for a while.)
I can't WAIT to see them....just simply cannot WAIT to hold them both -- eat a good dinner and cuddle on the couch. 50 bucks says that they sleep in my bed tonight. YEAH! :-)
There is so much on the horizon --- I don't want to give it away so I'll just ask for your prayers and Jesus' guidance through this time. Sifting through the old and unworthy nonsense and opening my arms to new beginnings (even with old friends).
In thought....
The clouds have lifted and the sun is brightly shining. My head is clearing as well, and my eyes are beginning to see the beauty of the light. Promise. Hope. Happiness.
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